what is thinspiration?

sometimes my anorexic musings go too far. living in l.a., loving fashion the way i do, causes me much angst in my obsession with being thin. i do not promote anorexia, only ten pounds above it!
however, HOWEVER, i do think that being too thin is disgusting. when my envy dissipates and horror sets in, too thin is when, well, its when u look like amy winehouse but worse. its when you look like parisian models.hot face nasty bod.

i found a site that claims to not promote thinspiration, but unfortunately they really praise the models that look like they are suffering...sacrificing their being for anorexia.



this is model natasha poly, who is "currently high fashion’s #1 model...To be on top requires an enormous amount of hard work, dedication and weight control."

and this is a model they think needs to lose some weight, bc "her arms lack definition".



the site in question is FashionThin.com. Their banner at the top is a slogan pulled from Proana, worlds largest proana support center. (support center meaning encouraging anorexic and bulimic behaviors)

"Nothing looks as good as thin feels."

(i'll never have the...drive to be hungry all the fucking time. i just saw a picture of a cupcake and now i really really really want to eat a cupcake. Nothing feels as hungry as thin feels...thats more my motto).

my fucked up thoughts

haha this wont even be that bad.

one of the worst things of being a -crack-cocaine-fueled-anorexic is that even 3 days of eating (which are usually binge fests) after doing no drugs begins to change your look. like...well, ur stomach is a bloated mess and sadly your face bloats and your once hot gaunt face is now chubby.

i jacked these pics from d-listed. he's pointing out something else, im specifically talking about her chubbier face, fuller arms, and bloated ass belly!!!





havent really posted about amy winehouse in awhile. after her last collapse/stay in the hospital, she was diagnose with the early stages of emphysema. UGH!